My husband and I lost our baby at 12 weeks. This was 3 weeks ago, and although I thought I was "OK", recently I've been noticing every pregnant
person and newborn baby this side of the northern hemisphere. A woman at work and I got pregnant within a week of eachother, and every time I see her, I
can't help but feel resentment. Of course I'm happy for her, but she's getting a little belly and I'm upset because I should be too.
I've thought of every point to look at this in a positive light. Maybe something was wrong, it could have happened much farther along, etc. I feel blessed that it happened this early, but at the same time, I'm angry that it happened at all.
Sorry for my spouting, there are just so many things going through my mind...
My prayers go out to everyone on the site, it's nice to know that there are people who can understand.
I've thought of every point to look at this in a positive light. Maybe something was wrong, it could have happened much farther along, etc. I feel blessed that it happened this early, but at the same time, I'm angry that it happened at all.
Sorry for my spouting, there are just so many things going through my mind...
My prayers go out to everyone on the site, it's nice to know that there are people who can understand.
