Hi. Im new here...did a search tonight and found this board. I believe that I had a miscarriage yesterday morning. I didn't know that I was pregnant,
and couldnt have been more then 4-6 weeks. I thought I was having my period last week, an odd one, but it should have stopped Sunday...instead it continued
until yesterday. I never have cramps for more then a day after it starts, but they continued throughout the week. Then yesterday morning when I woke up and
went to the bathroom I passed some tissue...several inches long and wide, with what looked like fibers, or something attached to it. I had my finace look to
make sure I wasn't just freaking out about nothing. His ex wife had a miscarriage before their son, and I too had one almost 10 years ago when I was 18,
that time too I did not know I was pregnant.
Right now I am out of state with my fiance and won't go home until tomorrow. I know I should go to a doctor, but I won't be home until late tomorrow, and I have to go to work first thing Thursday morning. The bleeding has stopped, but the cramping comes back and has brought me to my knees more then once. I can't help but feel guilty as I have been treating pneumonia for the last two weeks with tons of antibiotics, steriods, and I had an x-ray 2 weeks ago. They never did a pregnancy test as I had no reason to believe I was pregnant. I only see my finace a few days a month and had what I thought was my period since the last time I had seen him.
I'm miserably sad, and know that 90% of not wanting to go to a doctor is me not wanting someone to confirm this is what happened. Im scared to death that maybe there is something wrong with me that is preventing me from sustaining a pregnancy. I wasn't trying to get pregnant, and actually have been on birth control since my first miscarriage.
I know I am rambling....I'm trying to stay strong as we have my finace's son here with us and although he knows something is up, this isn't something I want him to know about. Anyway..I will stop rambling now. Hopefully what I have typed has made some sense. Thanks for listening.
Right now I am out of state with my fiance and won't go home until tomorrow. I know I should go to a doctor, but I won't be home until late tomorrow, and I have to go to work first thing Thursday morning. The bleeding has stopped, but the cramping comes back and has brought me to my knees more then once. I can't help but feel guilty as I have been treating pneumonia for the last two weeks with tons of antibiotics, steriods, and I had an x-ray 2 weeks ago. They never did a pregnancy test as I had no reason to believe I was pregnant. I only see my finace a few days a month and had what I thought was my period since the last time I had seen him.
I'm miserably sad, and know that 90% of not wanting to go to a doctor is me not wanting someone to confirm this is what happened. Im scared to death that maybe there is something wrong with me that is preventing me from sustaining a pregnancy. I wasn't trying to get pregnant, and actually have been on birth control since my first miscarriage.
I know I am rambling....I'm trying to stay strong as we have my finace's son here with us and although he knows something is up, this isn't something I want him to know about. Anyway..I will stop rambling now. Hopefully what I have typed has made some sense. Thanks for listening.
