I had met the man of my dreams, a few months after we had been together I found out I was pregnant. I had a miscarriage when I was 17 and had never gotten pregnant since... I was 21, we were engaged. I was so excited. We went to the doctor and they looked at my crazy because they didn't see a sack or anything in my uterus. I was heart broken. The next day I miscarried. A few months later, I found out I was pregnant again! I went to the doctor asap to make sure everything was okay since I had 2 miscarriages before... The took my blood every two days to make sure my levels were growing.. after about a month.... they stopped growing... they just stayed the same.. The doctor told me that the baby had stopped growing. I told her that we should wait before we made any decisions and I checked my levels two more times before the did the utltra sound... I saw the little bean... but there was no heart beat.... I had to have a D&C... I was 14 weeks... Everyone always says their partners made it easier to deal with.. Mine broke up with me two days after my D&C.. and some other girl just had his baby . I have no one to talk to about it, but family doesn't even act like it is a big deal.... all my sisters have kids. I cant help but think why god didn't think I would be a suitable mother?