i found out around late May/early June this year that me and my husband were pregnant. we were both so happy. i went to my first U/S aound 6 and a half -7 weeks in and everything was normal. they wanted me to come back about 2 weeks later for another U/S so the baby would be bigger and easier to see. I also began to have some very light brownish spotting about 1-2 days before my appointment. in my second U/S there was no more baby. they took blood every 2 days after that for the next week and my levels continued to decrease. it is still very hard everyday. i find my self crying everytime i see a woman holding a child. i saw my mother hold a family friend's little girl and it almost broke me. it was so hard to watch. i wanted that little girl to be my mother's very first grandchild and not our friend's child. then i began to feel very guilty for having such anger and sadness. it is very difficult to talk to my husband about how i am still feeling. i feel like he will think i am overreacting and should just move on already. even though i was only about 8-9 weeks along i lved everyday of those weeks putting my baby first. everything that i did was for my baby. when does it get easier??????