hey guys found this site and i hope we can all help each other through this nightmare that connects us all!! I have miscarried a baby even though i was only on my first trimester this pain and sadness dont seem to stop. Some may say how can you feel so strong about someone you never seen or held, but the truth is i love my lil angel with all my heart i will never find out if my baby was a she or a he what color eyes they would have, whos smile? daddy or mommy? most of all i dont want to replace my baby i still want that baby to come back and just grow in my belly. I remember how sick i was getting all the mood swings and nausea i would do it all over again and i kinda miss that. My other half is doing his best to help, but sometimes he just doesnt get it since he never felt the emotions i have. Mothers day hmm well i guess since a life has entered our bodies we are all mommies!!!! God bless all of you and im here if anybody needs me!