Hi All, I am new to this so I am unsure what to write. I recently went through the heartbreak of my third miscarriage (missed), I had a D&C last Friday and am still emotionally trying to cope. My moods are so up and down Im not sure who I am. I have a nine year old daughter and a seven month old daughter also. I suffered 2 miscarriages (1 at 6 weeks and 1 at 12 weeks) before having my second daughter, when I fell pregnant again my partner and I were delighted as we were hoping to have another baby fairly quickly. I was not prepared at all for the loss of this baby. I went for a dating scan at approx 7-8 weeks but there was no heartbeat. I then had to endeavour on the heartbreaking journey of blood tests and further ultrasounds before it was confirmed that the baby was not progressing. I have an appointment with the doctor next week to find out the results of the tests completed after the D&C, but I am petrified of what he has to say. I know woment go through these all the time, as people keep reminding me, and it makes me feel like I should not be devastated and that I should be over it, but I am not. It hurts and I am so scared to go through it again. The two week wait, the twelve week wait etc etc. Can I mentally, emotionall & physically go through this again????