After having a miscarriage I swear I will never be the same again. After,I didn't even think about getting pregnant for a while...I started focusing on other things like my business, working out etc....here we tried and tried to conceive,using ovulation tests, constantly checking the ovulation calander,finally got pregnant and miscarried...then a year later we're not focusing on it so much and it happens, I get pregnant. I have had a few scares..one at 7 weeks, one at 9 weeks..At 12 weeks Dr.couldn't find heartbeat so she did ultrasound and there it was..it has been nothing but worry and stress..However, I recently started feeling movements, and I believe that I'm finally alllowing myself to have some joy. The thing is, I think most of us take it for granted, you know..having healthy babies. I know I sure did. It changes you forever. Anyway, thought I'd update and I hope everyone is finding comfort and happiness, whatever situation your in.