Its been four months since my miscarriage...and one month since our ok from the doc to start trying again. But now is not the right time for us. I just
graduated from college and my boyfriend has been laid off work since january and just went back to work only to find out he will only be working till the end
of july and then will be laid off again. And I swear EVERYONE I know is freakin pregnant. Its killing me. My dentist, my friends, the lady who always talks my
ear off at walmart, three of the girls from my first daughters online birth club and countless others...UGH! I still hurt every single time I see a pregnant
lady...or someone with a baby...I still think of how large my stomach would be by now...and I notice all the things I would be buying everytime I go through
walmart or hit a garage sale..I don't think this feeling will ever end until I get pregnant again. I'm doing much better than the night I spent in the
ER a couple weeks ago...but still not 100%...My daughter starts kindergarden in the fall and I just know this feeling is going to get stronger then.
