I started to miscarry about two days ago. I was six weeks along and this would have been my second baby. I keep reading discussion postings
and I keep feeling something that I'm not sure is normal. I'm having a hard time imagining my "baby". There have been moments in the last
couple of days when I have been so sad it's unbearable. My problem is that I feel like I'm just sad because the possibility of this baby is gone.
I'm having such a hard time wrapping my head around the idea of an actual baby being there...and then being gone. I'm sure it's because it
happened so early, but I feel like maybe there's something wrong with me. I keep seeing all of the women on these sites saying they will miss their
babies forever. I don't know how to feel about this. I'm sad...to the point of crying and not being able to breathe, but, like I said, I feel like
it's more that the opportunity has ended, and not as much about the actual baby. What's wrong with me? Does that make me a terrible person? Will I
ever be able to have those feelings? Should I? Ugh.
