I am having a very hard time being patient with people over the loss of my baby. If I hear "it just wasn't your time" one more time I am going
to lose my mind. It is insulting to me and my baby. It is as if this child never existed or because they aren't out in society for all to see they are not
worth morning? It makes me angry and very sad that I seem to be the only one who actually cared for my child during his/her short life. Even Stephen (my
partner) just kind of shrugs everything off like it was nothing but a blip on the map of life.
For me it was like losing my best friend. I have never felt closer to anyone or anything before in my entire life and I feel as though I am alone here. I just don't know how to genitally express that to others without coming off as rude or angry, but I do know I can not hear "it wasn't you time" or "god has different plans for you" anymore...
Adrienne
For me it was like losing my best friend. I have never felt closer to anyone or anything before in my entire life and I feel as though I am alone here. I just don't know how to genitally express that to others without coming off as rude or angry, but I do know I can not hear "it wasn't you time" or "god has different plans for you" anymore...
Adrienne
