Hello, I am so sorry to hear that you lost your baby - *HUGS* to you. Your story is very similiar to mine... I lost my baby at 12 weeks, and I also had a co-worker who was pregnant within a few weeks of me. It was exceptionally difficult to go to work and see her every day, especially when she kept lifting heavy boxes and complaining the entire time about being pregnant. She even got angry at me for helping her with a box, because she was "sick" of people helping her, and that she would be just fine. Well, she was just fine, and I was sooo angry that she didn't seem to care or appreciate the fact that she was having a healthy pregnancy, and that I did everything right and still lost mine. Part of me is still angry at her, and part of me will never move on. I promise you, it gets better - it just takes a little time. I understand what you mean about seeing pregnant people and newborns everywhere; some days that still affects me, although I have come a loooong way. If you get a chance, check out the Stages of Grief page of the home site at: http://www.angelfire.com/emo/miscarriage/stages.htm - if you scroll to the bottom, there is a link called "coping with your loss" that details a few things that have helped me while dealing with everything. The board is always open to you if you want to talk, scream, or even rant! Please email me at sadangel777@hotmail.com if you ever want to talk. I will keep you in my thoughts today. Peace and Love, Bonnie