Am sorry for your loss. This is a very sad time, for lots of reasons, that affect different people in different ways. I don't hink there is any 'normal' way to be feeling, and the way you are feeling does not make you a terrible person, so don't be hard on yourself! I lost my baby at just 7 weeks and for me the sadness was in knowing I would never be able to hold her ( I say her...... I don't even know if it was a boy or girl) and knowing I would never get to know what she was like, what she would grow up like. I don't really think I have a picture inside me, was just sad knowing that there had been a life growing inside me and then it ended. Take time to cry, be still or do whatever you need to do to get through this but don't feel bad about how you feel. There's always support on this board.