I am so sorry for your loss. I had my miscarriage at the end of January and it takes time to get over, coming to this site is helpful- people understand. Allow yourself time to grieve. I was very sad for a long time and used to be crying a lot, the pain does get easier todeal with though so hang in there. It's hard when you feel isolated but other people don't understand always what you're going through. My husband was there for me, and he was upset but he seemed to heal a lot quicker than me- we carry the baby- so I think that makes it harder for us. Hope you have people who can support you, you'll always get support on this board, it has helped me knowing that I'm not alone in my feelings.