Leyhsa,

I am so sorry to hear about your loss, I wish I could take all your pain away. I went through almost the exact same thing. It has been almost six months now but, I still miss my baby so much. I was 25 weeks when I had some bleeding and my ob sent me to the hospital to be checked, they did an ultrasound and found no heartbeat. I was crushed. I had to go through labor for 16 hours because I was so far along. They found blood clots in my placenta and my doctor determined that because of the clots the baby wasn't getting enough blood and oxygen. I wanted to just scream and throw things (which I did) because I couldn't understand how my baby could be taken from me when just a week before all was fine. Sometimes I still don't.

There are no right words to take away your pain, but please know that you are not alone in this and that well support and pray for you.

Kaye