Thank you sadangel. I think it has helped to hear that I'm not alone, and I hope that everyone here who has gone through this has an incredible support system at home. I think that those who have gone through this recently, don't be alone. Be with friends and family often. I think when we are alone too much we tend to dwell, it's important to be around those who will love and support you. Shelley and CoutureTaste I hope that you two are feeling better. I pray that you will be able to see a bright future with healthy babies ahead. Sara.